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When
Sheila left, I felt faint and I sat on one of the recliners. Suddenly I felt like I was trapped like a
rat. I felt like I was in a prison. I couldn’t leave without someone going with
me?
“How ya'
doing girlie?” and I looked to see the escape artist right in front of me.
“I’m doing
fine. I wish I was a girl” and I
chuckled.
“You’re a
girlie to me. I’m 92 years old.”
“I guess
your right then. I’m only 70.”
“You come
here often?” he said.
“No, this is my first time.”
“Well, I
hope to see you around more” and he left.
There was
a table set up with puzzle pieces on it.
I went and looked at it. There
were also games and a tall bookshelf with many types of books. It seemed like they had a nice variety. I’ll
have to take one back to my room to read.
I looked
out the window again and saw many cars going down the road. I imagined people
were out doing their grocery shopping and taking their kids places.
I hoped
Jerry had talked to Sue about letting Josh have my car. It would be an ideal situation for me and
them. Perhaps I will find out tomorrow
when Jerry comes.
I took my
coffee over by the computer and got on my email address and I could connect to
it. All of the email I had was mostly spam
and jokes. I deleted it all. I decided I would email Stella. She was probably worried to death about
me.
Hi Stella,
Who knew I
would have Internet here? I’m ready for
visitors after Sunday. Anytime you want
to come would be fine. Don’t worry about
me, I am really doing fine.
Don’t
email me because I don’t know when I’ll be back on the computer.
Love, Annie
I hit send
and off the email went. She’ll be happy
to hear from me.
I could
hear noises behind me and I looked into the day-room and could see people going
to the tables. It was filling up pretty
fast.
I took my
coffee and went out to the table where Clara was sitting.
“Hi” I
said.
“Hi, I’m
glad you decided to join me.”
“Is your
roommate coming out?” “No, she
can’t. She’s bedridden now. We had a really rough night. Something was wrong but she seems fine
now.”
“It’s so
generous of you to take care of her.”
“Before she got so ill, we were really close. I promised her to be there if she needed me and I’m keeping my promise.”
“Before she got so ill, we were really close. I promised her to be there if she needed me and I’m keeping my promise.”
“Does she
have any family?”
“No, she
had a husband but he died and no children.
Her sister put her here and then she died. She kind of became my family this last year.”
“Oh that
is so heartbreaking. Does she know you?”
“I think
she does. When no one can calm her down,
she seems to respond to me. I sing to
her and sometimes I even read books to her.
When I’m in the room with her, I talk to her all the time but for the
last few months she hasn’t talked back.
That doesn’t deter me though, I know she hears me.”
“I’m sure
she does” I reassured her.
“That’s
such a lovely necklace you have on.”
“It was my
mother’s. My father bought it for
her. It’s one of my most treasured
pieces.”
“Be
careful with it. You see that woman over
at the next table?” She whispered. “She’s
a thief. I’ve had several things missing
that they found in her room.”
“Thanks
for warning me. I’ll keep an eye out for
her.”
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2 comments:
I'm starting feel like those people that are in the nursing home are held captive. It's not your story...it's just me. I have always said I didn't want to be placed in a nursing home and I don't ever want my daughter to have to take care of me. I jokingly say when the time comes I will buy a one way ticket and when I'm at the end of the line I will just crawl in a ditch and die. Lord I hope I have no memory by the time I'm ready for a nursing home.
See ya next week!~Ames
I watched my sister in a nursing home for a lot of years. I always tell my husband just to smother me.
Is that wrong?
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