Chapter 2
“Annie, Annie?” I thought I must be
dreaming when I looked at the clock and it was 6 A.M. “Annie?” “Yes?” “Hi my name’s Kate,” walking in the room all
chipper. “I’m the day shift nurse. Amelia left on your chart that you wanted to
be called, Annie. I brought your pills in
for you to take. Also, if you want to
eat in the day-room, breakfast will come at 8 A.M”, she said handing Annie a
little container with her pills. “You
start things kind of early here.” “Yes,
we do. You can let us know what time you
want to get up or if you want you can bring an alarm and get yourself up. I know it’s going to be your first full day
here so if you’d like to eat breakfast in your room you can do that too.” “I think I would feel more comfortable doing
that. It’s going to take me a while to
adjust to being here.” “No
problem.” “It’s nice meeting you,
Annie. If I don’t see you out and about,
I’ll bring your afternoon pills to your room.
If there’s anything you need just buzz.
See you later.” “It was so nice
to meet you dear.”
I may as well get up now as long as I’m
awake. I got up and got my underthings
out of the dresser. Thank goodness, they
will be bringing my dresser. I can
barely fit my stuff in this one. I got a
lavender flowered blouse and black pants out of the closets. There were towels and washcloths in the
bathroom already. I started taking a
shower and made a mental note to tell Julie to buy me some different soap. When I got done, I put my clothes on and went
to the room blew dry my hair and put a clasp in it. That’s done.
So, she said breakfast was at 8 A.M. in
the day-room. I wonder what time they’ll
bring it to my room. This isn’t so bad
so far, it’s like staying in a hotel and getting room service; except for being
woken up at 6 a.m. I decided I’d open
the blinds to see what kind of view I had.
I could see the woods and a few deer in the distance. This should be nice especially this time of
year. With mating season, they probably
have a lot of deer around here.
I looked in my purse for a pen and some
paper. I should make a running list of
things I need like the soap. You see,
I’ve become an expert at making lists.
If I don’t write it down, I don’t remember it. I know what you’re thinking; it’s the
Alzheimer’s. Don’t be so sure of
that. My lifelong friend or how I hear
people say it now my BFF, Stella says she forgets things all the time and has
to write them down. Although I don’t
think she’s ever driven somewhere and forgotten how to get home. How humiliating it was when I had to call
Julie and tell her I was lost. That’s
when all the doctor’s appointments began and finally the diagnosis I feared the
most was confirmed. That’s when they
told me I shouldn’t drive anymore. I
should have someone put my medications in containers so I wouldn’t mess them
up. The doctor suggested before I got
too bad I should think about getting my affairs in order and either hire a
private nurse or move in with one of the children. All I could think of was that old saying
“whoa nelly” as my son and daughter argued about who would take me in. That really sealed the deal for me on coming
here. I knew even though they loved me
neither one could handle it. Someday I wouldn’t recognize them and I didn’t want to be living in one of
their homes when that day came. I didn’t want to see the dismay and frustration
on their faces when I couldn’t do the littlest thing or remember something. It
was bad enough they would see that when they came here but 24/7? No, I was sure that this was the best decision
for everyone but mostly for me.
This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
4 comments:
Aging and declining is a scary prospect, I think about it more and more as I reach middle age. I hope I have a nice view from my window in the old folks' home.
This is a scary story, Viki. If folks don't have a loved one to take them in or the money to move to assisted living.....what then? I worry about people who fall through the cracks.
I'm enjoying the narrative here. I'm feeling bad already that's she is going to have such a wake-up call.
Sad.
And moving.
Gosh Viki, I feel like I have the beginning of Alzheimers. I have to make notes, forget the simplest things. Well I hope not. Anyway I am enjoying the story. Moving on the part 3.~Ames
Post a Comment