Oncologist

I had my six month appointment with the oncologist.

Hippie decided not to come in with me.  It was the first time since 2004, he hadn't.  

I decided, I was going to tell the doc that I was going to wait a year to see him, unless I changed my mind in six months, ha!!

I mentioned it to him as soon as he came in.  He agreed.  He was very happy with the way I've been doing all these years.

I had a heart to heart with the doc about when I was first diagnosed.  How afraid I was especially since my bc was Her2 positive.  I told him (I hope this doesn't shock anyone) that I was surprised I was still here considering my diagnosis.

We talked at length about bc in general and about my Her2 status. 

By the end, I had to laugh.  The doctor said "Now you have me worried.  I think you should come back in six months."

Having had cancer is a crazy thing...  Sometimes I don't thing about it at all...then sometimes that's all I can thing about.